Why

Why am i so boy crazy?

I thought this crap ended when I turned from nineTEEN to twenty.

mellencamp said it hurts so good
but what is good about this hurt
Its constant and endless and empty
there is nothing good about it

Until I met you, i didnt worry
Until I met you I didnt care
But now I just wish I could change it
change the past
so you could be here

I see you in another life
but in this world, I am your wife
we live and work and make things happen
no thinking about what could have  been

when will this be okay for me?
when will this be alright
I never really felt the hurt
until i met you


now what am i supposed to do...

maybe if im patient
maybe if im strong
this will have a happy ending
but everyone says im wrong

i dont want to give up
I always thinking of you
all the things we used to do
I just want to be with you again
to feel you inside me again
to have you kiss me again

oh how i miss you
i wish i could change the past
i would change it in a flash
but i cant
and you arent here
and im not your wifey
and instead of being right....
everything is just ALL WRONG.